I realized that I actually care about myself.

I don’t hate myself at all. Today I made the conscious decision to love myself, and to make things easier for myself for the first time ever. And I love everyone else for the same thing. I unconditionally love everyone. I love them for being what one could say is selfish, but really they’re hurting and trying to protect themselves. I love people for being “assholes.” I love people for putting up they’re guard because it’s the only form of self love that they can physically, and unconsciously show themselves because they think they hate themselves, but in reality if they hated themselves they wouldn’t be skeptical and defensive to protect themselves. It is instinctual to love yourself. It’s animal impulse. Don’t you ever for a second think you’re wrong for it. Don’t you ever for a second think your feelings are invalid and that you’re some horrible person for trying to protect yourself, because you’re not a horrible person if you have the capability to love. To love yourself enough to do it. And just know that I’m always here to remind you that your are loved, because you love yourself. And I love you for that, too. No matter who you are, what you’ve done to me or even if you think you mean nothing to me at all, I love you.♡