Left broken from something that shouldn’t have even had the power to bruise me.
“Thanks for smoking with me…. now I know that may seem like a stupid thing to thank somebody for but… that may be the last time I ever get to feel it… part of your lips on mine.”
There’s been a shadow cast over my heart for what seems like my whole lifetime and it’s only ever seen glimpses of the light, but when it does it is beautiful.
I’m getting to a placewhere I think I finally feelcomfortable standing my ground.I’ve had this awful habitof letting my knees buckle.
My dependencies have been my ultimate antagonist over the years and I’ve found that the Boss I’ve yet to defeat is my dependency on people. I depend on my friends to be free when I want them to be, to come keep my company while I clean my room because my thoughts get too distracting,
– it really is that easy. It doesn’t mean go out of your way for someone just so you can EXPECT the gratitude in return. It means forgiving them when they don’t know how to show gratitude, and forgiving them repetitively until they can, even if they may never be able to. The universe will
I’ve always had a problem With the wrong people Falling in love with me, And me falling in love With the wrong people. Now it is time for me To fall in love with myself.
But so is sadness. We live in a sad world. Beings lose their lives every day and that’s sad. It makes sense to be sad sometimes, but don’t let it effect you. Things may be dying, but things are also being reborn. Everything comes back. What goes around comes around. Karma. It’s the circle of
– so keep spreading the information, keep spreading the knowledge, keep spreading the love because it could open the eyes of someone who hasn’t experienced it. People lie to us every day, spreading the truth creates trust. Trust reduces stress. Less stress means more happiness. Ignorance is the enemy!
Sometimes I have these radical thoughts, like the entire world is literally just in my head. Everything is just in my head, my reality doesn’t belong to anyone else, my dimension is only mine. I created everything. I feel like the same goes for everyone else. I feel like nobody sees anything the same way