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Sex, drugs, blades on your skin; sometimes you just wanna feel somethin’
I’m addicted to pleasure I’m addicted to pain Without either I’ll go insane.
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craving
“I need my nicotine fix, but you’re far away now, so I’ll have a cigarette instead.”
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Thoughts
Not understanding;Confused raw feeling inside.Lying on the bed.
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Is It Worth It?
“Better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all”, they say. Then why does it hurt, And cause so much pain that won’t go away?
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Did you ever care?
I’m heartbroken and hurting from the inside out, And you refuse to understand what I’m crying about. I know I’m not perfect, I know I have flaws, I know that I bite and I scratch with my claws… But I’ll clean your wounds, and I’ll tend to your pain, And from the same mistakes I’ll
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suffocation
“You must have taken my breathe away, ‘cause baby I cant breathe, and you’re going to be the death of me, darling, if you leave.”
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Precious Gems
Every one of us Has a different shape, color, size And purpose in life. Every one of us Is a unique and precious Gem of the earth, love.
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And here I am.
Left broken from something that shouldn’t have even had the power to bruise me.
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the last thing you said to me before you left for good.
“Thanks for smoking with me…. now I know that may seem like a stupid thing to thank somebody for but… that may be the last time I ever get to feel it… part of your lips on mine.”
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savoring
There’s been a shadow cast over my heart for what seems like my whole lifetime and it’s only ever seen glimpses of the light, but when it does it is beautiful.
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