I’m addicted to pleasure I’m addicted to pain Without either I’ll go insane.
“I need my nicotine fix, but you’re far away now, so I’ll have a cigarette instead.”
Not understanding;Confused raw feeling inside.Lying on the bed.
“Better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all”, they say. Then why does it hurt, And cause so much pain that won’t go away?
I’m heartbroken and hurting from the inside out, And you refuse to understand what I’m crying about. I know I’m not perfect, I know I have flaws, I know that I bite and I scratch with my claws… But I’ll clean your wounds, and I’ll tend to your pain, And from the same mistakes I’ll
“You must have taken my breathe away, ‘cause baby I cant breathe, and you’re going to be the death of me, darling, if you leave.”

Every one of us Has a different shape, color, size And purpose in life. Every one of us Is a unique and precious Gem of the earth, love.
Left broken from something that shouldn’t have even had the power to bruise me.
“Thanks for smoking with me…. now I know that may seem like a stupid thing to thank somebody for but… that may be the last time I ever get to feel it… part of your lips on mine.”
There’s been a shadow cast over my heart for what seems like my whole lifetime and it’s only ever seen glimpses of the light, but when it does it is beautiful.